The Ugly Truth About reaction web
blog Oct 29, 2021
The reaction web is a set of thought patterns developed by people who have been using drugs or alcohol. They tend to be very reactive to a given stimulus. This is why it is hard to figure out when you are in a cycle of drug/alcohol/addiction.
This seems to be the case for a lot of people who use drugs or alcohol. I think people are usually aware of when they are in a cycle, but they don’t always know why they are in a cycle. Drugaddicts and alcoholics seem to be the most likely to be in a cycle.
If you are in a cycle and dont have a clue why, then it may still be worth trying to find out, but it is difficult to figure out. I would say that the more specific you are, and the less you hide this thing, the easier it is to figure out.
My suggestion for those trying to figure out a cycle or getting in a cycle is this: Do you still think you are in a cycle? If so, do you think you are getting out of this cycle and are you sure you are not getting in a cycle? If you are still in a cycle, then you are better off not being in that cycle.
A lot of the people I meet are in that period where they are constantly in a cycle and think they are getting out of it. I think this is because a lot of us don’t get to our next life very often. In that sense, being in a cycle is kind of like getting into a high school club together. Everyone else is part of a club that is going along together, but you’re the only one that is going to keep going.
Ive been in a cycle too. It sucks. But Ive learned to love my cycle and to not hate my cycle. I dont think its because I hate myself or anything. But if I was a person that hated themselves, I would never be able to do what I do, where I do it. I wouldnt know how to make it work and I wouldnt be alive. Its just a thing that happens to us. We have to learn to love the cycle that we have.
In a sense I feel like I am the exact same person that I was in my first cycle. I just had a baby and I felt different. I was depressed and was tired and I felt like I was stuck. I felt like I had to do something and I didn’t even know what it was. I felt like I had to take care of myself a lot more and I had to be a better person.
That cycle of feeling like you have to do something is pretty intense. Most of us will go through at least one of these cycles. But in my case I can say that I actually did feel alive in that cycle. I was happy and I was excited and I was excited to have a baby. I was excited to move and I had to move my body. I was excited about my new job. I was excited to move my body. I was excited about moving.